Wonder why?

What makes you wonder?

I wonder Why.
Why?

The first time I realized REAL LOVE.
I wonder why?
The choice between Come and Follow me. or Follow the World.
I wonder why?
I remember the excitement of hearing each of the girls heart beats for the very first time!
I wonder Why?
The smile in a child's eyes and face the first time they connect with your soul because they KNOW your voice.
I wonder Why?
The joy of all the "FIRSTS" in your baby's life (at every stage in their life)!
I wonder why?
The desire to make everything better.
I wonder why?
to cuddle and smell the memories with those you love.
I wonder why?
the joy of life, the pain of death.
I wonder why?
the first time i heard the statement, "When children are little they step on your feet,
but when they are older they step on your HEART."
I wonder why?
praying your children make wise decisions more frequently then you did at their age.
I wonder why?
who said, "A daughters' a daughter all her life, a sons' a son 'till he finds a wife."
I wonder why?
True Selfless Love is RISKY.
I wonder why?
there are givers and takers.
I wonder why?
The joy of seeing one come to know TRUTH.
and the sorrow of those who turn away from TRUTH.
I wonder why?
When was the last time I really grasped the LOST?
I wonder why?
The excitement of LIVING and ACTIVE while studying.
I wonder why?
The rejection of a loved one, still loving them during the pain & knowing they'll return
I wonder why?
There is _______.
. . . . you fill in the blank.
Do You wonder why?

Ahhhh YEsssssssss!

Today . . . . hard at first!

Refreshing
at a test then rest
intercessing
TkYu!

Renew at LAST

Now a Date with him . . . .
**** Ahhhhh YESssssss!!!!
Then a trip with him to the east to a loved location we went to 5 years ago!!! ;-) to make some more fond memories together . . . .

**** Ahhhhh YESssssss!!!!
Louisville Kentucky here we come AGAIN!!!!

Huskers, Rock Chalk Jayhawk, World Series . . .

Through the years enjoyed many seasons of many sports All year a round.

Go Huskers . . . well . . . besides today's no head in the game against Texas Tech @ home!!! ;-/
Almost time again to be with Kent to watch talent at it's best during College ball ;-D
The world series taking place right now . . . whose going to win?
Phillies or Dogers?
Angles or Yanks?

Just some thought sports . . . gotta love um! ;-)

Trust and lies

okay, okay
so I've written about how I feel about lying.
I've quoted Mr. Thompson's banner/question presented to my class (way way way back in the 80's). Then and now um m m m dealing with this issue with . . . other individual effecting values and it is driving me CRAZY~!!!

Okay so . . . a lie is a lie ~ RIGHT?

I've been convicted with this from reading TRUTH. ABSOLUTE TRUTH from His word.
That same conviction of dealing with it through teaching my girls; contrary to what they are being told and shown from their peers and adults! ;-{

There are the lies that are just right out there and BOLD :-/
Then there is the "little white lies" - a little more patchable but accepted as palatable :-(
Or the one that is the embellished falsehood - LIE, the more "colorful" to add flavor to a story ~ ugghhhh. :-0 !!! All are webs of deception that is not worth any cost!
But the one that really grates me is the lie of omission! 'You know the one that thinks; then says in the heart, 'I'll tell you only a part of whatever, so that I still get what I want because "no one will ever know." ' Ahhhh . . . . how about the reflection of Ananias & Sapphira am I hearing correctly - HELLO!!!! But GOD KNOWS all the time! When the TRUTH comes out one needs to really ask ~ "was it worth all the hard ache? deception? separation? and now the DISTRUST?!!!" that will be very hard to reestablish if possible.

It says "Telling lies about others is as harmful as hitting them with an ax, wounding them with a sword, or shooting them with a sharp arrow. Putting confidence in an unreliable person is like chewing with a toothache or walking on a broken foot." Proverbs 25:18-19 (NLT)

How does one remedy all of this? By reading the truth. John tells us that "If you abide in my word, you are my disciples indeed. And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall set you free!" 8:31b-32 Isn't it worth that? To be SET FREE? Who likes being in bondage? I sure don't. Steer clear from those who are unreliable so that your not dealing with the effects similar to a tooth ache or a broken foot. So if there is an issue in any of these areas of lying . . . start reading and then REALLY ~ LIVING!

Speak

Beth Chambers (Irwin) took a few pictures that I want to share that spoke to me. Thanks "Bethy!"

"Here I am . . . go back to bed

. . . . Here I am . . . go back to bed

. . . . Here I am . . . go back to bed but when you hear respons & say, Speak Lord for your servant is listening."

Samuel so young was hearing the Lord; he just had to be guided with counsel to listen properly to the the correct voice. I've been guilty of that many times. Whether Kent, or one of the girls or even in a meeting of some type. I hear but because my mind is elsewhere . . . daydreaming, worrying about something (I know we are not supposed to and it is truly being worked on. With many steps yet to get it accomplished positively), or simply not present in the present. Emily reminded us this morning during her devotion that we need to not only hear the Lord but we need to be willing to LISTEN when he is speaking. Out of the mouth of babes, as often referred in my adult learner stage reminds me. ;-? So your right Em, Am I listening, truly listening that it could be said of me, "Speak Lord for your servant is LISTENING?"

See precious Emily . . . the heart of gold (with a twist of ornery written in there ;-0 ), does listen and observe her surroundings. I know I've written about it in the year past blog. Today . . . was different. Her eyes spoke sincerely while the words flowed with love to our family before we sang along with Kent teaching us a new song this week. Their two messages rang clearly, one with the melody of truth and the other with rhythm.

"Your name is like no other, Your name is a strong and mighty tower, Your name . . . ."

Goodness me. . . . His name . . . mighty yet gentle; risky yet surefooted and firm; meek yet powerful; feared, revered, yet comforting . . . . just to speak his name gives me goosebumps with a surrounded AWE struck pause.

Yes go ahead, "Speak Lord, your servant IS listening because you are never one to LEAVE me all alone! And by the way Thanks for being my Daddy - I LOVE YOU!!!"