Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Next chapter


Dropping from Nest at an accelerated speed, spread wings, lift, thrust, wind beneath the wings ~ now Soaring! She is Soaring among the clouds in the blue sky, thousands of feet above the earth!
Her New Chapter is being written, Adventures begun, with only a few tears because of what we have already walked, crawled and climbed through, it is time. She is on her way, for now it is the season to allow her to fly on her own! It can't be described. It all seems so ethereal, so dream like, like one of my favorite scene from the Lord of the Rings series. Trying to awake then opening the spiritual eyes and knowing and believing in PEACE that the time is right and has really arrived.I expected floods of tears (LIKE ALWAYS!!!) but only a few fell when the embrace to release her took place and then when I grabbed the hand of my lover but we knew and know in JOY of the LORD she is in HIS hands. She is ready to be fully released. TRUSTED FULLY. I know without any shadow or doubt she is FINE because HE allowed us to nurture her to release her back to Him eighteen years later. Only two days after watching her accepted her diploma, walking across the stage and descending down the steps, as the caps flew, the hands clapped with thunder, the voices raised with praise ~ We have come this far to end this season to release her to this mornings departure in the airport with anticipation.

The release of confidence, excitement and trepidation of the unknown, yet there is JOY!!!
He has "called her" and now she is "going" with our Blessing to whatever unknowns lay in her path. The stretching He will lead her through, the laughter, the quiet, the hard and difficult ~ she will persevere!



Here are just a few shots into my soul through the eyes of my lens and my heart. Love you Sweet child of ours! Enjoy your journey for it is yours!
Looking to one another to assure each other she has been prepared all her life for today.

Much Love Now and Forever; "I'll Love You Forever, I'll Love You for Always ~ as long as I'm living, for your Mommy I will always BE!"

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I will sing praise

Song of Praise. I will sing Praise to Lord all the days of my life. For there is ALWAYS JOY in all circumstances, and ours happens to be One Graduating, One Sweet Sixteen, One Exiting Elementary and another the Immersion of Jesus Christ! All with FAMILY here!!! Praise, Praise, Praise!

I Love the joy of Life, even when it is with a sense of strain to turn the tide into another chapter of my Life. The joy of it all comes with continued love and praise while the girls are flying and soaring. Oh there is ache right now (sniff, sniff) but life is not easy. Here in the western culture though we have it "pretty darn good". I have known struggle in different ways but there is still joy. Joy because it is a dependence on the Lord. Joy because I LOVE HIM with all my being. Joy because He sustains me. Joy because he assures me of HIS PRESENCE in everything, yes EVERYTHING. I cling to Him with a death grip since I've discovered him, especially right now the past few weeks. At present, with all these closing chapters and the beginning of new chapters yet to be written, I lay my life upon his lap and soak in the moment to feel his presence in my life! Life, it is all that I possess and it is yield to him now more than ever. The month of May 2010 has been a whirl wind and I will sing PRAISE to the King of Kings who truly LOVES me as well as those who desire to follow Him. Where is the future? Where? IN HIM, therefore I will sing PRAISE! ;-)

Thursday, May 20, 2010

still needed

For those of you who are prayer warriors, my friend just got a hold of me. ;-( She is so distraught. PRAYER is my only deep answer, I didn't know how to help her, I don't know how to relate. Maybe you can pray for her with me, without me disclosing her name. She said she is very "alone" and "suffering" from a marriage shock. She doesn't know how to go on. She also mentioned I could ask for help from other prayer warriors, "as long as I won't mention her by name or location." I will allow her to trust the Lord with her trust in me. So here it goes. Her husband and her have sadly drifted a part. They have children and they need us, the Saints to uphold them all. But especially her marriage which is in serious danger if not submitted fully over to Jesus Christ as their healer.
I only know her side of the version, but they both need to communicate. She said she doesn't know if she has any love left and that she feels betrayed; ;-( I was speechless. We prayed! Won't you along with me pray for healing, LOVE and true forgiveness from both of them for one another to take place? They still have a need to realize what brought them together. I know they still LOVE one ANOTHER they just need to both come to the cross. How? No other than prayer, can we lead them both to RUN to Jesus Christ. She said they both 'know' him as their Savior; so warriors, begin the prayers for their marriage there. She also conveyed, "help us, ME ~ please! What do we do? I want to LEAVE, get a divorce. There is no trust left for us! Where do we turn? What do we do for the kids?" We prayed again! Implore the throne of God for HIS Grace, they both need to turn to God for his full shinning glory and to begin with the compassion of the Lord!

The truth of God's LOVE for them both is still needed. I don't know how to help her; either o them, their family other than PRAYER, so won't you join me? That is still needed.

much

The week has so much wrapped within it. We received our family with open arms and great joy! It has truly been wonderful~! My precious first born had her reception with one of her small group friends and it to was very delightful. The two glowed. Family and friends came from everywhere and to tell you the truth it came through so smoothly. So much to experience. So much joy. The precious little yielded her life to Jesus Christ in immersion that same day. Again much joy. The sweet sixteen of another Much blissful joy. And another "Exciting" one monumental step to enjoy the horizon of another level of education. So much to reflect upon, so much to be thankful for.

Yahweh deals in the "MUCH" and I praise him for the opportunity to live it with HIM!

Friday, May 14, 2010

friend in need

There's a dear friend in need, Her name I'll keep left unsaid to protect her; She shared with me how she has been hurt very deeply by her spouse several times throughout their marriage.

I've PRAYED for her to find comfort,
I've pleaded her to rediscover trust,
I've explained to her to forgive.
My only desire is that she would turn her entire heart over to Jesus Christ. That she would lean on him 100%! He can help her only if she is willing. She has expressed how she has been crying endlessly, sobbing uncontrollably, and trying to protect her children - Oh that she would discover the Hope in Christ.

Won't you pray with me for her? She is having deep sorrow in her marriage, and she and her young husband have wonderful children who are still young. They need all prayers possible to help them reconstruct their marriage. This is my request for my precious Friend in need.

I'll be continually prayer for her and for THEM as one, won't you join me?
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