My Daughter

Today is full of randomness of thought, rough draft grammar left in rough draft ramblings, my thoughts of coarse.

With All My heart I LOVE ALL FIVE of the Princesses the Lord has placed on this earth through our Family! I can not convey my deepest emotions. I have wondered about each of them from the moment of Discovery of their lives! I know that the Lord has said in one of my favorite Psalms 139 exactly how amazing they are. He created them with a Purpose. All of them are HIS MASTERPIECE, that has been granted for me to see.

I look back and reflect at how each time I saw their beautiful face as soon as I could they gave me great joy and still do. I just didn't know how we would be here today at this point and think, "where did the T - I - M - E go?" It was just "yesterday" it was revealed to me the life with in my womb. The prayers saturated over their lives from that moment on. The parenting; joy and questions and confessions of assistance from the Master, all for HIM. Yes All for HIM!

The reflection; quite B E A U T IFUL as the mirror reflects the creator. Wow, how did it come to pass that he allowed them to grace my life with theirs? Why did he trust me knowing that there would be learning curves and mistakes made while in my care? What was He granting me knowing rightfully they belong to HIM? Joy! Yes JOY! A mother's heart.

My Daughter

my mirror

my friend

my heart

~ Unknown

Yes there has been mistakes made along the way. Trying to be there for everything, Hugs, hand holding (and 1,2,3, squeezes), giving medications when ill, bandaging "owies", butterfly kisses, Eskimo kisses, swinging, giggling, laughing, quiet moments, tears. Hot cider, snow fun, summer camps (from VERY YOUNG ages), vacations, tanning from the sun kiss of the Lord. band, sports, chick flicks, BARNEY (I'll let you guess which one with whom), trips, Bird and the Bees (that was funny) and many "firsts". The list just goes on but it all equals L O V E that only a mommy knows. Would I do it all over again? "Yes sir Ya Betcha!" I'd do it ALL OVER AGAIN because they keep teaching me. JOY!

They are my Daughter and I have never regretted that. They are my mirror of where I need to rely on the LORD as the true reflection shows me Him and how HE NEEDS to be their reflection, My friend well that comes when He knows it is being developed from the moment they began and my heart . . . . well that is why it an emotional of the deepest kind.

Thank You Abba Father God. I guess I never really knew or understood "why" but THANK YOU, truly for allowing them to be picked out to be with me. I LOVE THEM ALL, even the one you have with you now. Thank you!

Mommy Loves You my Little WOMEN for you "ARE MY FAVORITE!!!"

A failure?

So many times people think so many obscure ideas when they "hear" the word "FAILURE" and it made me ponder, contemplate, meditate and evaluate. Who? What? Where? When? Why? How?

Good Golly Miss Molly. Move!

Okay so we all have a fear of some type. That is reality. However, what we do and how we handle that failure is thought provoking. So much so that it makes fighters out of some. I have been so entrenched with my thoughts to the point of looking deep with in. To places that only the Lord is present. Praise Him for that one.

When we are babies, quite frankly with no remembrances vivid to our conscience, we seem to have "NO FEAR" and maybe just maybe that is where extreme sports selected their motto (or whom ever copy wrote the term).

FEAR.

Who? Maybe all of us really. We all deal with some type of a fear. Some very real yet for others it "feels" very real. The mind is a very powerful part of us.

What? Goodness me, there are phobias that would probably rock our boats in very tumultuous currents. Some that are so concentrated on that it enables us to the point of mere paralysis. YIKES.

Where? Physical. Emotional. Spiritual. With in us.

When? Maybe a location, a thing, a person (sounds like a noun). For many it is an action (verb) in the time continuum. Our past, present and anxiously in some of our futures.

Why? Experiential relations, emotion ties, spiritual battles.

How? Lies. Realities. To much credence to something not yet occurred.

Okay so why do I bring this up? FEARS can paralyse us, however, they don't have to. Face them. Pray through them. Dream your dreams. The majority of our fears NEVER even take place. Some are pasts clung to that inhabit us from achieving what God intended us to be. Fears however propel others to reach out and be stretched for rewards that far out weigh anything else. See God is so Amazing! I desire to work through some fears and see the rewards that the Lord has intended for me but I seemed to have "gotten in the way" because I was . . . "afraid" of _______ (fill in the blank). But Why? Maybe because we think too much.

Many of us don't want to be "a failure". So we don't take risks. Make decisions that push us through a situation. Some of us ask, "But Lord . . . . . . . . What IF I fail?" Well What if YOU/ I DON'T? Who cares what other "Unca Bubbas" tell us along our Journey, when they never even "tried". I am hear to tell you Dream your Dreams! Reach out and Achieve your childhood aspirations. TRY IT - (as long as they are moral, ethical and of integrity)!

Humanity since the beginning of time can be afraid of just about any and everything. However, individuals pressed forward and gave a way to exemplify perseverance: Thomas Edison never stopped. The Wright brothers never quit. Abraham Lincoln pressed forward. Mother Theresa gave with convictions. Steve Jobs and Steve Wozniak dreamed dreams and pressed on. Goodness The Savior, our Lord Jesus Christ gave unto his death, to give eternal life! What are we, am I afraid of? What? To care too much about what others might say? To fall down? To succeed? hummmmm. Dream. Reach. Stretch. Persevere. Strive forward is a key and look at your fears and FACE them head on. YOU are not a failure.

A Failure? I think not! Individuals who pushed through what others would be afraid to because they face - their FEARS! You and I are a MASTER PIECE with purpose. So go out there and BE everything the Good and Wonderful Lord intended for you to be ~ because YOU are NOT a failure! You are given life with a PURPOSE!

It's on

Oh my goodness just a little over 48 hours, she soon will be HERE!

Let's all give a CHEER!!!!!

rest

I can not rest

my soul is uneasy

quite contrary to disbelief

I can not rest

my soul is uneasy

The ache of a heart beat for those

yet left to reach

I can not rest

my soul is uneasy

desiring to reach the masses

is some way or form

I can not rest

mu soul is uneasy

for those who allow the

cares of this world to saturate

and lead them astray

I can not rest

my soul is uneasy

desire to return to the call

most will run from

I can not rest

for the master is calling

my head is heavy and so be my lids

yet my spirit is calming

and very alert

I can not rest

for it's time to pray

T - I - M - E is of the Essenes

to give Him my attention

and yielded to Thee

I can not rest

for He calls unto me

I enjoy our moments to sit and be

He & I sit alone

with one another

commune so tenderly

Some are leaving temporarily soon

but with great Joy for He gathers them all

those who yield full to His Call

I can fell time is soon calling to us

We are just passing to render His Love

One to another we shall and we must

Love is the key

His only request

Come unto me

I will give you the Best

Not easy but pleasing

Eternally true

Our hearts are created

To WORSHIP only YOU

Now I can rest

I know he that He Loves you and

died for us all

Won't we grab Him and

share him with others

and give them His all?

Now I can rest

I Love Him so much

Believe in Him daily

and trust with my might

There's nothing to fear

when we focus our sight

He calls you and Loves you

with Great Mercy and Grace

Repentance breaks strongholds

and Frees us to fly

Only the Master Understands

Truly Why

Won't you and I surrender and

stop making it hard

We all desire to

be Loved and feel Special

no doubt

He gave you and I life

So breathe with Him Now

Abba Father created you

with purpose and Joy

Please won't you respond

before it's to late

He's given you and I free will

the choice is in your hand

He'll never demand

Here on this earth

He gave with all that he Has

I Love You and I'll give you

this gift that is grand

Open it up

There's no trick or false measure

Honest and Truly

be humble and seek the real treasure

The cost is Priceless and given with Joy

That's why he stretched out his Arms

and he Cried IT IS FINISHED

Blessings to You

as Now I rest with a grin

and joy deep with in

Knowing someone is accepting the Savior

Following Him sincerely ~ NOW

Who's teaching who?

March 1 brings a teaser for Spring

Baby with baby or is it really a fun day to

just live with Laughter and teasing?

The pose after telling Daddy what a KINDLE is

On His Birthday - March 2