My Canvas

Without question, I know that I Love the entire moments of ministry.   Today as I was working with the twins and my own precious HR.  I lost a few tears in the quiet moments.   I was thinking,  Where has the time flown by in, with, where, or to?   It is like a Narnia Canvas picture coming to life and 3 D.

See the Lover of my life is not feeling so good, the precious HR is re-stepping through things already accomplished and relapsing.  The Joy of her life is so quickly dissipating before my very eyes.   The other three princesses are quickly stepping through rapid transitions that will dramatically paint on another "NEW CANVAS" call our tapestry.

The newly weds will have already been married six weeks this weekend.  Teeg, is graduating and so eager to move it (I understand her desire but my mother heart aches for just a little more time).  Manaithy mainly cherish the moment to grow up a little faster and my emotional innards are moaning and screaming to take it just a little slower and Cherish the moments.  And . . .  Lemma well she too wants to just get to the next level.   NO!  How can that be?

Now, I really think I understand how my precious Pompi really cherished his five Princesses so deeply! "Kay se rah se rah"  "Will I be _ _ _ _ _ _? . . . .."    Oh the moments I make such huge "stroke" errors I just want to wash that color correctly.  I want to blend more of what I desire then I realize that is not what the King desires of me.   He just wants me to paint with the radiance of the colors he has so perfectly given me.  Interestingly enough all of the Princesses granted to our home look nothing like one another and yet they are created in the wonderful image of my Saviour. OUR SAVIOR!

Their strokes: all seven of them are wonderfully created with intent.  And the canvas?  IT Is my heart, my Life, my soul.  The gift given on the perfect frame of Jesus Christ!   The the wonderful Grace of God! The watchful guidance of the Holy Spirit!  I am breathless.  Speechless.

Thank you for the wonder of who they are and how they make the Picture absolutely wonderful, Abba, Father, God!  Today ready your word, thinking of one of Kent and my favorite movies and the sound track made me cherish the moment to know they are wonderful masterpieces your so pain stake inly have chosen for my LIFE CANVAS.

Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.

Why are you sweating the small stuff?

What has your DAY been like?

Feeling like you awoke on the wrong side of the 

proverbial Bed?

Well . . . .if this is what you would like to say . . . 

 just go ahead and giggle!

This puts an entire new meaning to 

"DON'T WORRY, 

BE HAPPY"

Whitte . . . Crucifiable!

WOW!  

copy righted!

This Deeper Life was exactly what I need to hear and practice with my life!
And todays' verse goes right along with it.  OCC rocked it and the time at LifeTrack and finished product of Tia's inner beauty appearing through Beauty of Grace Photography with the Storms swirling all around . . . Awww the Creator is  . . ..  I AM!  Awesome and Wonderful is HE!!!!

Matthew 18:15

April 16, 2012

If a brother or sister sins, go and point out the fault, just between the two of you. If they listen to you, you have won them over.

Freedom Stylist - Rapha House WON'T you become one?

My first encounter;  when October changed my life forever!   Three years 4 months later my heart broke, my feet walked and now,  the conviction still remains . . . especially after talking with Princess three last night.  Thank You Faith for the reminder of "why" Dreams do come true!

This is why I still speak out with passion on behalf of Rapha House to this very day.  Thank You Mya for inviting me to do so April 15.   I love YOU Princess!    It all began with you in Holland Michigan 2008 with "Baht"   filmed with CIY by Derek Hammeke (who almost three and a half years i humbly met while he later filmed and edited this above footage!)  

conviction

"Have you ever?"

There are moments in my life that very simple phrase can make me a bit on edge.  The type of "edge" that well quite frankly makes me wrestle on the insides.  Sometimes it creates butterflies.  Other moments . . .  I am just still and think.  At other moments my mind drifts and looses all essence of time.   Yes it stirs things with in me.

Today, I asked myself that very question.   Things are stirring with in me.  I just desire to be HIS.  ALL HIS.   His who?   Jehovah Jirah.   I AM.   Adoni.   Alpaha and Omega.   HIS!

I was doing some "homework" before getting things ready to do my "to do's" beginning on the deep process, thought provoking soul search this past Saturday.  It blended into Resurrection Sunday.  The Spirit is causing currents and my inner platelets to move, twist, churn.  Creating aches, wrestling's yet freedoms.   WOW!

I began by asking myself soul searchingly - "Ana, Have you ever . . .  for HIM and HIS FULL GLORY?"  

Are you asking yourself that very same question?   What will you discover?  Are you willing to sit and listen to what he brings to you?   Well,   " _ _ _ _ _ , Have you ever . . . ?"