Friday, July 22, 2011

wrong

With this fresh new day I realized that I am wrong. Boy it seems the older I get the more that I am. Ha - note to self, remember what Jesus Christ has done for me and extend that example in my own walk. Why because I realize that I need the Savior more and more every day. Because I realize even more so that I have yet a lot to grow on and through.

His ways are much higher than my ways. I also see that I have quite a bit of selfishness to remove from my life. Also that Satan is a liar. Note to self - remember that; and live with my Faith by leaning more and more on Jesus Christ.

So it is okay to say, I was and am wrong. I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?


Todays' revelation through conviction.

"Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord does not count against him and in whose spirit is no deceit (Only those honest with God receive pardon. NIV study bible). When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer. Selah

Then I acknowledged my sins to you and did not cover up my iniquity. I said, ' I will confess my transgressions to the Lord' - and you forgave the guilt of my sin. Selah

Therefore, let everyone who is godly pray to you while you may be found; surely when the mighty waters rise, they will not reach him. You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. Selah

I will instruct you to teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you. Do not be like the horse of the mule, which have no understanding but must be controlled by bit and bridle or they will not come to you. Many are the woes of the wicked, but the LORD'S unfailing love surrounds the man who trusts in him. Rejoice in the LORD and be glad, you righteous; sing, all you who are upright in heart!' Psalm 32

This morning this is where my reading ended and it just reminds me of how sweet his mercy and Grace is to me and I deserve none of either really. Therefore, today is a day to rejoice and be very heartfelt thankful for what he is granting.

Live at peace with the Lord and seek guidance through Jesus Christ and be led by the Holy Spirit. Love Ya

Thursday, July 21, 2011

THe memory of a life time


Every mother is looking forward to the day that they get to see their "baby" grow up and get married. Well Oh my goodness that is getting reedy to happen and it is wonderful.

My heart stopped a beat with many mixed emotions when I received the phone call. My breath still and the then the wonderful drive home after picking her up to hear all the details gave my heart an extra beat. The clients I met made me smile and the joy to ride back home arriving shortly after midnight seemed like only like normal when their is excitement in the air.

Her story. Her smile. Imagine the thoughts, excitement and anticipation of his request. JOY.
Catching up on everything and the tears that rolled down my cheeks pure JOY. It's here. The moment of seeing the excitement of what will be here before we know it.

All I could say after it was sinking in, "It's Your Day, Enjoy every moment of it. It doesn't matter, for it's both of YOUR DAY, It's YOUR DAY!" I imagined what it would be like to sit along and soak it all in an just allow her to smile, giggle, sigh, and ramble on to allow her to ENJOY the moment. :-)

Then today . . . . Taking the day off of work to spend it with all of the understanding and comprehending Princesses to go on another stupendous adventure then capture it on film!!!!! AMAZING (I'm aware of the incorrect spelling but I was definitely in AWE!) can not even begin to explain what it was like. However, I will cherish this moment to "Ooooo and Ahhhhh" and sigh deeply with ecstatic thrill. She radiated today and We tried to capture it all on film. And amazingly we found it - we definitely FOUND IT! Bought it! Then she Called with Her excitement to Him. :-) Here we go - JOY found through Jesus Christ and so many answered Prayers!
She radiated in a glow that was leaving us speechless. Breath taking. (maybe even stopping). She rang the Bell and will "always hear them from this day forward!" Because they walk in Jesus Christ, separately and soon united as one! Praise the Lord. We are inheriting a son.
All I can say is that the drive, the Panera drinks and cookies and the wait for all these years . . . . PRICELESS!!!!

Thank You M, T, F and E for a stupendous day of a memory made and the moment to enjoy the season in preparation! I can't reveal to you anything other than it is B E A U TIFUL absolutely precious what today imprinted on my heart with full gratitude then to end it with a Celebration with J's Birthday Surprise.

Thank You Lord for a glorious Day that out weighs what brought us to today.


Tuesday, July 19, 2011

A son

"May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed. We will shout for JOY when you are victorious and will lift up our banners in the name of our God. May the Lord grant all your requests." Psalm 20:4-5

Oh my, Oh my the joy of receive after numerous years of PRAYING. Yes the JOY of hugging a young man that is my inherited son to be and his family a godly family. If they only knew how I have prayed over ALL of them for specifically - HE IS AMAZING how HE ANSWERS ALL OF THOSE PRAYERS! Since the moment each have been conceived; and it was made our breath of knowledge, this has been my prayer and now it it HERE.

I have prayed for him and prayed for him and prayed for him. I have prayed over his entire family and it brings such tears of incredible JOY to see and hear those prayers answered. Especially after getting to be all ears and hear a part of that joy last night on our way home it was wonderful to share in their JOY last night in full !!!!!! I am thrilled for them and what lies ahead! Thank You Perian and Rodney for raising him up the way you have, and the heritage that you have given for their future - Blessings to you all!!!!

May the Lord watch over them and keep them in the most precious spot of his heart and protect them in their new journey.

Congratulations Mya and Jordan - with all my love - BLESSINGS to you!

wow and Todays' scripture verses! AMAZING

Luke 6:31 "Do to others as you would have them do to you!" May They both know how much I LOVE THEM~!!!!! May they both know how TRULY EXCITED I AM FOR THEM!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Geeeeeeesh

OH MY GEEEEEESH!!!!!

Yup that's all folks, OH MY GEEEEESH!!!!

"Look to the LORD and his strength; see his face always. Remember the wonders he has done, his miracles, and the judgments he pronounced." I Chronicles 16;11-12